“Ma when I pick up my camera and shoot
you and your body, I see you better. When
I don’t use my own eye and rely on the
camera’s, I learn to recognise you
better too. My own gaze disappoints me. I
love you so much when the camera looks
at you because sometimes (okay, most
times) it reminds me of death. And in that
acknowledgement I want to miss no part of
you—no reaction, no body posture and no
characteristic. I want to see you through.
Through and through.”
Filming ma while cooking in Falmouth, UK.
By Gia Singh Arora
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